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Hot pot

If it weren’t for the fact that it’s Tuesday today I would have definitely gotten drunk and watched a sappy movie. That’s the feeling I have right now. And it’s quite nice. It’s been a good day, and quite a few good days lately actually. The days before that weren’t all that great but contrast is good. It’s good to know where you’re at.

Looking forward to some days off work now. Have no real plans to be honest. Well I’ll be going out with family to celebrate my birthday and eat crazy good food at the local restaurant. Looking forward to that of course. And we reserved tickets to Batman v Superman today too. I think we might be in for a positive surprise when it comes to that screening actually. But we’ll see. Oh and yeah, I’m having lunch with the biking guys on Friday. Funzzzz!

I think I’ll be going to bed real soon. It’s good to feel rested. Plus my eye is signaling to me that you’re tired, go to bed. I have one of those jerky eyelids you know. Fucking ticks.

Anyways, here, have a sappy song from the king of sappy song writers. Makes me think of all the people I’ve loved. Which isn’t too bad quite frankly. They’re all good. And it’s a good song. I’ve been listening to it excessively lately. Sleep tight lovebirds~









So very, very tired

Utterly drained of energy right now. But feeling lots and lots better than I did Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Thankfully! I’ve had a lovely evening with Hannah. Eating all kinds of bad and started to watch Orange is the new black. Eager to watch more since it seems like a fun show with interesting characters. I love character dramas really. Once you’re into it you’re like friends and you just want more and more. I’ve not had that since Mad Men (maybe Penny Dreadful) so hopefully this will be something good.

I’ve had to juggle quite a few things at work lately that I’m not used to do so that has taken a toll on my energy levels. It’s working but I feel like I’m stretched out a bit too thin. Glad it’s appreciated though but I hope that it works out more efficiently eventually. This is a bit too unstructured and problematic for my taste.

I’ve also had somewhat of a falling out with a friend. Or not sure what it is really, and I hope we can sort it out eventually, but it’s been hard on me since I don’t like to not know what’s going on. Not entirely sure what I’ve done wrong but it hurts me to see this person feel bad and hurt, especially if I suspect that I’ve done something. But I’ve tried my best to reach out and show that I’ve had no ill intentions and that I’m here to support and that’s about all I can do I guess. Now I have to protect myself too. Otherwise I’m scared of falling back into the pit I was a year back. Had lots of support from friends though and that means the world. I would probably punish myself even harder without them there to say that “You’re too nice” and “No, you’ve done nothing wrong Michael! You’ve only ever been supportive!”. So hopefully I can lay my worry and uneasiness to rest now. Wishing my friend all the best though! I know you’re strong and you’ll get through this ♥

We did have a great Friday evening though. Spent it at Restaurant Kallbadhuset, spending possibly too much money but having lots of laughs and a hell of a good time. Why don’t we do this more often?

Now I better get some sleep because I was a wreck today. Don’t wanna end up like that tomorrow. Sleep tight buddies~








Adrenaline, cramp, sweat, crash – oh so wonderful

Had one of the best weekends in a long time. Birthday hangout @ Hannah’s with some lovely people. Fika(!!!) with Lennart, Henriette & Andreas (outside, lo and behold!). My first ever mountain bike race together with good friends, Västgötaloppet (which I could go on and on about for hours). Exciting MotoGP race. I honestly can’t ask for much more out of two days. I think this is what you’d call “high on life”. I particularly have to take part in more races as the excitement and adrenaline you get from it is some serious shit.

But, I’m short on time. It’s Sunday evening, almost night, and another week awaits all of us. I’m just gonna upload some photos and let them speak for themselves. Hope you all had a good one!

Photo credits to sis, dad and Andreas. Thanks so much! <3








Sofia teaching us all how to put on supportive stockings :-D

Sofia teaching us all how to put on supportive stockings 😀













Summer swansong – bring on autumn

Hi fellas! How was your weekend?

I’m a bit troubled by the fact that I have a slightly sore throat. Hope it doesn’t get worse because in less than a week I’m taking part in my first real mountain bike race. Stoked! Just hoping I will have energy to complete it, hehe.

Been having a good weekend. Had Nathalie over for the weekend. She’s moved to the west coast so we haven’t seen each other for a while. Was fun! Got to play games together again and just be goofy. The game we played by the way is called Until Dawn and is thoroughly recommended if you have a PS4. Great fun!

Apart from that I’ve been biking (of course) and seeing friends. As always the weekends pass way too quickly. But that’s just what it’s like when you’re having a good time.

Uhm, what else. Well not much. I signed up for next year’s Cykelvasan which of course will be awesome too. I should sign up for Vätternrundan as well, then my 2016 would be complete in terms of biking challenges.

Yeah. That’s it I guess. I gotta go to bed now probably. It’s getting late and I hate being tired whenever a new week starts. Oh one more thing. Finished the second book in the Ghostman series. They’re pretty exciting books so far. Easy to digest. Storytel is really good if you want to have something to listen to in bed, while working out or just to relax. Coupled with podcasts it makes the world go around. Really. Now I think I’ll turn to regular books for a while. Maybe. Have some autobiographies to read.

Sleep tight princes and princesses~














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