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So very, very tired

Utterly drained of energy right now. But feeling lots and lots better than I did Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Thankfully! I’ve had a lovely evening with Hannah. Eating all kinds of bad and started to watch Orange is the new black. Eager to watch more since it seems like a fun show with interesting characters. I love character dramas really. Once you’re into it you’re like friends and you just want more and more. I’ve not had that since Mad Men (maybe Penny Dreadful) so hopefully this will be something good.

I’ve had to juggle quite a few things at work lately that I’m not used to do so that has taken a toll on my energy levels. It’s working but I feel like I’m stretched out a bit too thin. Glad it’s appreciated though but I hope that it works out more efficiently eventually. This is a bit too unstructured and problematic for my taste.

I’ve also had somewhat of a falling out with a friend. Or not sure what it is really, and I hope we can sort it out eventually, but it’s been hard on me since I don’t like to not know what’s going on. Not entirely sure what I’ve done wrong but it hurts me to see this person feel bad and hurt, especially if I suspect that I’ve done something. But I’ve tried my best to reach out and show that I’ve had no ill intentions and that I’m here to support and that’s about all I can do I guess. Now I have to protect myself too. Otherwise I’m scared of falling back into the pit I was a year back. Had lots of support from friends though and that means the world. I would probably punish myself even harder without them there to say that “You’re too nice” and “No, you’ve done nothing wrong Michael! You’ve only ever been supportive!”. So hopefully I can lay my worry and uneasiness to rest now. Wishing my friend all the best though! I know you’re strong and you’ll get through this ♥

We did have a great Friday evening though. Spent it at Restaurant Kallbadhuset, spending possibly too much money but having lots of laughs and a hell of a good time. Why don’t we do this more often?

Now I better get some sleep because I was a wreck today. Don’t wanna end up like that tomorrow. Sleep tight buddies~








In the mood for some shopping

Feeling good as of late although it’s quite delicate to be honest. It goes up and down. But the weather sure helps in keeping your spirits high. Spring is coming. And isn’t it lovely? Also I have so many good things to look forward to. On Friday I’m visiting Lennart & Henriette. Their daughter turned three today, so I bought her some presents that I’m gonna hand over. Also I got a few friends together for next Friday. Going to Kallbadhuset to eat good food and drink some good beer.

Want to do some shopping as well. Sometimes I just get into that mood where I feel that it will be fun to spend some money. And sometimes several months goes by without that very urge. In any case now I wanna buy some new shoes, a new spring jacket and a couple of jeans. Aigul offered to tag along and help me out with selecting some nice ones and also maybe going to the theatre. Would be fun!

But now it’s really, really late and I have to catch some sleep. It has been some tough days lately with lots of work. Thankfully I’m not sick anymore so I can exercise which makes you feel energized and well. Anyways, sleep tight fellow babies~






Happy halloween

I’m growing more and more fond of the idea of working 80% and having Fridays off. Really. That would suit me just perfect. I just have to sell it to myself economically. Why you ask? Well… now I’m here on a Sunday evening again and I find that I haven’t done nearly the things I want to do. Namely I wanted to sit down and play games this weekend but as usual the time has not been there to accomplish that.

Friends, family, work (on a weekend, I know, shoot me) and other stuff has taken up that time and while I don’t dislike any of it (maybe work then) once I sit down on the couch to do those things I plan on doing I really like them. If only tomorrow would have been a free day as well. That extra day. Oh well, at least the week days pass by quickly so there will soon be another weekend. And next weekend, I promise I won’t have anything planned for that. It’ll be you and me, my favorite console!

So this weekend we celebrated sis with family. Went to one of our local favorite places and had some fine food. I was super tired after a tough week at work (my second full-time week) but eventually some calm seeped into me and I was able to relax and enjoy the evening. The day after that I helped a friend out with some work I had promised to do. Took lots of time and energy but hopefully I made him happy in the end. As for me, I swear I won’t be doing much side work in the future. It just eats up too much energy to be worth it honestly. In the evening we played some NHL 16 which is proper fun! Today I’ve been out running with Aigul who’s one of my new friends and also a colleague. I really like her and her family. Her daughter is just too cute and it feels nice to have gotten to know all three of them.

Oh and yeah. I had a hard drive failure in one of my computers. Fortunately it’s in a RAID 5 configuration, meaning that one disk can fail without any of the data on it being lost. Feels good to know that the mail alert system works, notifying me about the issue. So I’ve had to move my blog and a number of other sites. Hopefully it should all be working again. Now I’ve ordered a new drive that I’ll replace the failed one with. And since I have awesome friends who streams media from me I already have had the new drive funded. Thanks guys! Earlier this week we also had a malfunction at work when our mail server completely broke down. Both the drive as well as the hardware. What are the odds!? Hopefully no more hardware failures this year.

Apart from that not much. Life feels good though which is nice. I feel happy and not really stressed in any sense. I really hope that it continues like this for the rest of the year. Really, really do. Also, on a completely different note, check out Quantic Dream’s new game that I’ll be posting a video to at the end of this post.

Hope you all will have a nice coming week! Hugs~







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Systeryster är hemma! 💕 Det firar vi med god mat på kallbadhuset ☺️👌☀️

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