Insignificant but disturbingly honest

Category: Weekend (page 1 of 19)

An orgy in canceled plans

My, oh my. Were it not for Tim and my family this week has been quite fucking rotten. Being dependent on others to make your life good, as if the case for me now, sure has its drawbacks. Without mentioning anything in particular it sure feels as if life is pulling my leg right now. Not funny.

But hey! Up comes a new week of adventures. Yay.










What’s time to your self anyway?

I swear, I gotta do as little as possible tomorrow. It has been an amazing but hectic weekend. And now I have an energy requiring week coming up as well. Let’s hope I’ll manage to hold together! It should be fine. Just not worry about anything before the situation arises. I’ve learned pretty well to deal with my worries. So, putting that aside for now.

Been eating lots of good food. Lots of unhealthy snacks as well. Seeing friends all weekend. Watched Västgötaloppet yesterday during amazing weather and meeting fun peeps. Even got to talk briefly with the male winner. Hung out with Nadja and Anders and their lovely kids. Visited Pernilla and Lars in Jönköping and got to see their lively little child! Watched the new Independence Day with Eric (yeah it was decent, really). Biked, of course. Nothing spurs you on as much as watching other people biking and having a good time doing it. I feel pumped up about exercising and getting fit for next year.

Now I’m just winding down. Having a weekend full of fun is a bit like a doubled edged sword. It’s a hell of a lot of fun but at the end of the weekend you’re left with drained batteries and you have a whole new week coming up. Filled with work. So you gotta find a way to deal with that. Preferably by doing as little as possible apart from working, haha.

Soooooooo. That means falling asleep right about now. Yep. Nite folks~





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So lucky ♥ T_T

I was just thinking, was this my first week of work after the vacation? But no, it wasn’t. I worked for three weeks before going to Majorca. I was just about to say though that once you work five days a week you start to value your weekend and thus your spare time a whole lot more than when you’re on vacation. It’s insane how quickly these days pass really. Insane.

Made that statement like a thousand times though so nothing new under the sun. Apart from that I’ve had a great weekend. Been having it a bit tough mentally lately. Lots of stuff happening. Lots of thoughts and emotions. Since getting better after last year’s meltdown I’ve mainly breezed through life. It’s been pretty easy. I haven’t really had to try to feel good about myself. And have a good time. It has just happened. Lately that has changed a bit, although not a whole much. But a bit.

The difference now though is that I can see that those are only temporary feelings. And that I don’t have to act on those feelings and let them control me. I can let them be there, and be aware of them, and let them give insight into what’s happening. But I don’t have to let them ruin, for lack of a better word, my day or what not. I also try to turn the situation around. Like for instance if I feel that I’m missing something, I look to what I have instead. And to what all that I have in my life would have been worth, like five years ago.

Only this weekend I’ve hung out with six different groups of people in different occasions. That would have been impossible years ago. I would have been a wreck. Not to mention the fact that I wouldn’t have dared to get to know them. Now I don’t even have to think about that. I only have a good time. It might seem odd to most of you who haven’t faced the same issues but I’m sooooooo happy that it is this way now. So happy that I get to meet all of these peeps and have a good time. It’s not at all something one should take for granted, quite the opposite.

That said, things can always get better and I’m hoping that the future has some good things in store for me 🙂 It’s looking bright!

Hugs and night!

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Packed and ready

What a nice day! I hung out with Stina, L&H+kids and my family. We went shopping, walked the dog, had lunch down by the lake and just had a good time basically. I found some neat things that I wanted for the trip and also bought this really cute backpack for Molly.

These past hours have been spent watching Cap America Civil War and packing for the trip. God I hate packing. Such a chore. It’s not really hard it’s just boring. Something you need to get done. You have it all done in your head but you have to actually do it too. Me, lazy?! Naaaaaaw.

Not much else to say. I don’t like the feeling of not bringing enough entertainment. But I figure I can always buy a book or download an audio book if I run out. Apart from that I’m always so silly. I always look at what I leave behind. Missing the friends, colleagues, my cats and so on. Instead of looking forward to what’s to come. But I think that’ll change as soon as we’re on the plane. 

Tomorrow I’m going with Lennart, Henriette and the kids to Liseberg. They’re then driving me to the airport. We’re taking off around 6pm I think and will be in Alcudia four hours later. 

So yeah. I better go sleep now. Getting up in five hours or so. Pushing the hours as usual.

You sleep tight, alright? I’ll be missing you. But see you in a week! *hugs*


T minus one week

I’ve had some lovely days lately starting with our conference on Thursday and ending with yesterday’s visit to Sonja and Lars. The annual conference was a real good one. A perfect mix of discussions, team building, food and fun. I had more energy this year which meant being able to have more fun in the evening. Last year I remember being a bit sick, and even the year before that, so I had to go to bed early. This year not so much, which cost me a bit the day after. He ha hi ho. But apart from that I must say it was great! I think we all had a good time given by the amount of laughs and that’s probably what everyone needed.

Yesterday I took part in the event called Åsunden runt. It’s a charity event here in town where you can walk, run or bike several different distances/routes along our local lake. Naturally I took part in the bike route around the lake, same thing as last year. The entrance fee goes to cancer research which I think is a great thing. We were blessed with good weather this year too and it was good fun! Finally got the chance to meet a guy that I’ve been talking to online quite a lot as well. Fun fun!

After that I went for a visit to Sonja and Lars lake house. It’s been a long time since I last saw them and the kids so I’d been looking forward to coming there. Our colleague and a newfound friend of mine, Elin, also dropped by. Really like her and I hope I’ll be able to hang out with her more in the future. Lots of fun with the kids and talking till quite late. So glad I’ve gotten to know these guys. Precious people <3 As for today I was exhausted and kind of anxious for some reason so I decided to cancel my plans for the day and just rest up and do as little as possible. I slept like a lot (read the entire morning) and didn't get a whole lot done but that was probably what was needed. I'm cutting down on my medicine now so maybe it's only natural after three intensive days to feel a bit tired. Now I'm gonna head to bed and listen to some podcasts. P3 Spel is finally back after their summer hiatus. Yay! Sleep tight and sweet dreams to all of you!



















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