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Category: Fantastic fucking feeling (page 1 of 3)

Endorphins

Oh em gee! I just watched the season finale of Halt and Catch Fire season 3. And had a beer. And some whiskey. The feeling at the moment. Man, I’ve not felt this great in ages. Might be because I’m slightly crushing on someone too. Maybe. Just very, very slightly. But still. I had a chat with a friend the other day about the feeling you have the moment you realize that you’re mutually in love with someone. This is the closest I’ve got to that in yeeeeeears. And I know I’m not even close to that situation but still. I’m just gonna enjoy this moment as much as I possibly can.

Halt and Catch Fire. Joe. Gordon. Cameron. Donna. You are the fucking best! You know that?! I know that you’re only fictional but you are my role models. You are what I would wanna be if I were serious about my career. I wish I had people like that to work with. Then again I do have the best colleagues in the world but I don’t know if anyone is serious in that kind of way. Really, this show. It is one of the best shows I’ve ever watched. Maybe because it hits close to home. It is… brilliant! BRILLIANT! Feels a bit like family.

And now, I just can’t stop smiling. Haha. I’m just all smiles in my bed right now. And this gut feeling is the best. Peeps, this is what life should be like. Really. I’m sure I’ll be back tomorrow with an equally depressing post but this feeling is worth one hundred bad days. I’m sure I’ll regret saying that, haha.

Ok, so I better get some sleep anyway. Tomorrow we’re having a photographer over at work. Apparently there will be photos of the place in general as well as portrait photos shot. Soooooooo. Might not wanna look like a fucking ghost. Damn, wish I was back on Mallorca. Sun. That was nice. Next year!

Sweet dreams y’all and lovesies~

I’m back!

Sorry for the short outage! Just before I went to Sälen I had a hard drive failure in my server and I didn’t dare keep it powered on while being away. Another failure would have resulted in all of my data being lost forever. Not to keen on that happening 🙂

Came back home this Saturday and the drive is now replaced and the server up and running again. What a week it has been! What a week. I’m so happy I decided to take a couple of days off work to go up there. We’ve had some great days. I’ve had some great days. Trekking the mountain. Biking. Hanging out with new people. Eating good food. And of course Cykelvasan.

But now I gotta go to bed since it’s back to business (work) tomorrow. It’s already a bit too late if I’m honest. I wonder why I always end up this way when I’m working. When I was away this week I got to bed pretty early and always woke up early. Now that I know I have to get up to work it sucks going to bed. Oh well.

Will get back to the previous week in a coming post shortly. Promise! So many photos to show as well as experiences from the bike race. For the moment I’ll just leave you with this photo that I got from Anders. Thanks bro!

Sleep tight~

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Adrenaline, cramp, sweat, crash – oh so wonderful

Had one of the best weekends in a long time. Birthday hangout @ Hannah’s with some lovely people. Fika(!!!) with Lennart, Henriette & Andreas (outside, lo and behold!). My first ever mountain bike race together with good friends, Västgötaloppet (which I could go on and on about for hours). Exciting MotoGP race. I honestly can’t ask for much more out of two days. I think this is what you’d call “high on life”. I particularly have to take part in more races as the excitement and adrenaline you get from it is some serious shit.

But, I’m short on time. It’s Sunday evening, almost night, and another week awaits all of us. I’m just gonna upload some photos and let them speak for themselves. Hope you all had a good one!

Photo credits to sis, dad and Andreas. Thanks so much! <3


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Sofia teaching us all how to put on supportive stockings :-D

Sofia teaching us all how to put on supportive stockings 😀

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Last couple of days

Heluuuuuuu! What’s up?!

Been away for a couple of days and I might say that it’s been the best days of this year’s vacation actually. Been visiting a couple of friends and also went gokarting a couple of times. Which of course leaves you with a lot of adrenaline in your system. Waking up today almost feels like you’re hung over. Been riding the happiness wave a few times over the last days and when you come down to earth again it’s an odd feeling.

Visited an old best buddy of mine and got to see his girlfriend which was a pleasure! Such a nice gal and they spoiled me quite a bit in terms of food and company. Weather has been nice but it’s quite funny that I’ve been asking for rain and some sanctuary from the heat and when I finally go away to enjoy the warm weather then we get some rain. Irony of life. But I can’t complain.

After spending a night there I went to S&B on the countryside, to their cabin by the lake near Gothenburg. Been there once before and it is a really beautiful place. Very calm and cosy if you deduct the planes taking off (or landing?!) from Landvetter airport every once in a while. Exceptional company, food, sauna, baths and many laughs sums it all up. Going to bed one of those night, albeit on a bit of alcohol, I had the best gut sensation in quite a while. And I felt alive first and foremost. That’t not something you feel everyday, in all honesty, despite how funny it might sound.

And bathing! I haven’t done that in what feels like ages. But when you’re with good friends that you feel comfortable with, you’re quite drunk, you’re steaming hot (not appearance wise obviously), the water is really warm, and you’re looking up to a clear and starry sky, well… it’s hard to resist. And it’s quite fucking awesome. Really. Thanks guys for giving me the opportunity to be there with you.

Yesterday we went karting with the karting mafia and had a blast as always. And today my friend E is coming over to watch some Arrow and get drunk to go with that. Great stuff. I think we’ll probably do some grilling as well. Hopefully!

Hoping you all are having a good vacation, a good summer and good everything. Take care y’all!


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I’ll eventually add a video of the little minirace we had and that signed dude managed to win for once. Was a blast!

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