I’ve had this bad feeling in my body the entire day. Frankly it’s making me a bit uneasy since I’m not entirely sure from where it comes. Well I do have my suspicions but yeah. Apart from that it was a somewhat good day with both ups and downs. But yeah that feeling of not being good enough is still there. Lingering.

Tomorrow I’m gonna buy something good to eat and drink and get proper drunk actually. At least that’s how I feel now. It’s been a while. Would’ve gone for it tonight already if it weren’t for the fact that I have to work tomorrow and there are important things to be done. So I’ll just go to bed instead. I’m actually quite tired.