Work is really draining all of my energy right now. It’s so messy. Feels like I’m constantly behind and there is no structure in anything. Honestly, I feel like I have to do more than my role ought to. And when you feel like you’re behind, you get stressed and all the fun goes away. It’s no fun at all actually. Plus it doesn’t end up being good since you don’t have the time, the energy or the passion to do it good. Such a big shame. Big, big shame.

And on top of all that it affects your mood and you end up being low. Which really is the last thing you need since it usually ends up being a downwards spiral. Thank God that you often reset your mood after a night’s sleep. But yeah, it’s tough. Wishing I had someone who could care for me right now. But alas, that’s not how it is. For what it’s worth it’s Thursday tomorrow, which means it’s soon weekend and hopefully something good happens by then.

So tired. So not in the mood for anything. But I’ll at least exercise.


Hope you’re all doing better~