You know on days like these, when it feels like stuff is going against you, it’s easy to succumb to your slightly less attractive feelings. I’ve been frustrated, disappointed, sad, angry and what not. It’s not been what you’d call a happy place. When your world shrinks, so does your ability to see the big picture. And even though your heart might be filled with good intentions those very same intentions may take a nasty form.
I realized this after watching Revenge of the Sith. And it feels so current, for lack of a better word, right now, given the state of the world. You can’t make the world a better place by hating. By being jealous. By being angry. Bring positive things to you by being positive yourself. Focus on what’s good. Good intentions will never materialize properly if carried out in the wrong way.
So yeah. I will try to be a better person despite sometimes having weak days. It’s just such a challenge sometimes and one does end up feeling real lonely. But I’d rather admit to being emotional than end up being hateful.
And God how frustrating it was writing this from the phone. Haha. Sleep tight.