A somewhat crappy day. Self esteem being as low as it is. Doesn’t take much to turn me sad right now. Feel fragile the way I used to ten years back. When uncertain things could puzzle me to sadness. Not sure where I stand with my friends and things like that. Well I know, or hope at least, that they like me but I can’t feel it when I’m like this. Cause I question everything.

Whatever the case I managed to turn a coming tide around and make the day somewhat good in the end. And now. Well, I’m seeing this guy in November.

Apart from that. I think I’ll play some game this weekend. Or something. I don’t know. Again, it’s puzzling these days..