So I finally began watching the latest and last season of Dexter. I invited Stina over to watch a couple of episodes with me, and what can I say? It started out really good! Usually the pacing is quite slow to begin with but this one sped things up quite good from the beginning. I’m looking forward to seeing more of it in the coming weeks. I like how Sean Patrick Flanery has a role as PI boss. I always thought he’d make a good PI. I remember reading the books about Kenzie and Gennaro by Dennis Lehane, and how someone suggested that SPF and Jennifer Carpenter should play the roles. Well at least now I get to see them casted in the same show, playing against each other. Quite cool!

On other notes my health feels shit. I’ve gotten these horrible and weird extra beats on my heart. I used to have them and it was all related to stress. Remember taking a 24 hour EKG and stuff like that and all was fine. But it’s a really uneasy feeling having this pressure over your chest and feeling like your heart is gonna race any moment. I actually had quite the moment in Germany where my heart beat “out of rhythm” for like 15 seconds. It felt like an hour. It really is a horrible experience. You believe that “this is it”. Now I’m going to die. I guess I have to start to take care about my body as well and lose my extra 10 kilos. I’m sure they’re not helping. Tomorrow I’m definitely beginning a more healthy life. No more shitty stuff, no more lots of alcohol, definitely more exercising and yeah. I don’t wanna die before 40.

Geez. it’s at these times you wish someone would come and hug you tight and say that everything is going to be alright. But I guess that is wishing for too much in my situation. I don’t deserve it..